Another bout of unfulfilling sex with a guy who I know doesn't give a crap about me.
At least he didn't increase my 'number.'
This has got to stop. I just feel like shit and I don't know what to do with myself. Just from looking at my history it's clear that I've never slept with anyone who feels even the slightest bit of affection for me, and that absolutely sucks/hurts more than I can say.
I'm just trying to cry quietly as to not wake up the new suitemates. I don't know how I'm going to make it through the next couple years in school if I don't have someone to hold onto.
At least I only ever cry for like 2 minutes at a time.
*hungover edit*
The crying was really more just that sort of drunk crying that I get to doing sometimes. But it sure didn't help that I had just slept with a lame-o.
That said, mostly concentrate on the first three bits of the original post.
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I can only imagine two things about the men you write about:
1. Because they are men, they are idiots.
2. Because they are young men, they are extreme idiots.
My best your way. ;)
I believe that you are an intelligent young woman with lots to offer. Perhaps by focusing on the things you enjoy (dance, your friends) you'll be able to steer clear of the knuckleheads. You definitely deserve more.
sjovs, you really do deserve better. I don't know who this guy was, but if there's one thing I know about the guys you've been with (with the exception of wasp), and the guys in general here...they are not worth stressing over, because 1) overall, they lack in physical attractiveness, 2) they're huge douchebags, and 3) as much as you'd like to joke about this, their personalities are usually lacking as well (which often relates in the douchebagery mentioned for number two). just walk away from this remembering how you felt at the time, regardless of whether it was just drunk emotions that were maybe a bit more passionate than they would've been had you been sober. the point is, you can do better, because you have a lot to offer. and there's no doubt in my mind that there is some guy out there who is deserving of you (and your insatiable libido)...you just have to look in the right places and give it some time. because really, wasting the next two years hooking up with assholes is not worth it.
and maybe if you come to foggy londontown to visit me next spring (assuming I get in, fingers crossed), you'll meet a lovely chap who will be amazing all around, especially in bed. and you will fall in love and get married. oh, I'm getting ahead of myself. but yea.
I agree with everyone.
Bliss hit it out of the park. Guys usually suck.
I don't get it, it's hard for e to understand why pretty chicks have trouble getting keepers.
Everyone deserves better, so maybe hold out for better.
Also the stage of life the guys around you are in isn't all that good for females seeking companionship.
That said I am positive there are guys there that would be damn tickled to have a gf like you, even some that appeal to you, you just haven't run across them yet.
You do deserve better thats for sure.
Good luck
Ouch Jers. You provided a pretty sad visual this time.
Come out to the west coast. I got a drink with your name on it
blissfully wed: the fact that your name is 'blissfully wed' and not 'all men everywhere are idiots' is really cheering me up.
mnwhr: im not sure i have the energy to stop myself sometimes...i'll try to try and focus on the rest of my life.
ta: i need to buy me a vibe, i guess, to get through the next couple of years.
sage: thanks for the luck
so@24: can you mail it? i've got a busy couple of weeks coming up.
Hey there. Came on to your blog though a host of blogrolls and found it pretty entertaining (yeah, when you check your logs I'm the one from Australia.)
Now here's my unsolicited advice - buy a big-arse vibrator online and use it when you have the horny nights so you don't drunk dial!
Alternatively fly out to Australia and I'll introduce you to some of my single friends. Some of them can even be charming!
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